What seems like an eternity, I've felt pain. I'm in the 7th grade. Almost 8th.My family knows I cut, and pretend they care. At least three of my friends know I cut, and I don't give a fuck who knows. No one has ever hurt me on the outside but myself, but everyone I know has hurt me spiritually. I have only one friend who I know will be their forever, but I don't think I'll ever have a true friend. I'm not pretty. Next school year, I'll eat just dinner. I attend Kelloggsville Middle School. All of my friends but one, Tracy, are leaving me. I have only 3 people I've ever confided anything in. Tracy, Evelyn, and Torie. And Torie and Evelyn are leaving next year. Everyone inmy life has left me. I haven't cut my arms in a long time, but I have cut my shoulders.

I want to die.